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I feel.
Is it really so bad? Frankie whispered, stroking a thumb over his
lover s mouth.
I keep waiting for it all to bite me on the ass.
Well, you know, if you wanted me to bite you on the ass, you just
had to ask me, Frankie said, somehow keeping a completely straight
face.
What? Jay gasped, looking confused and upset, and Frankie felt
his chest clench with sorrow.
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Nobody ever jokes with you either, do they?
That was a joke?
Yeah.
Oh. Jay sniffed and swallowed hard, managed a weak smile.
Oh, Jay. Come on, roll over for me, Frankie whispered.
Why?
I want to cuddle with you, Frankie said quietly. If that s okay
with you, I mean.
Jay didn t reply, just rolled over for him to spoon up behind.
Frankie nuzzled the nape of the rogue s neck gently, brushing his hair
aside so he could press a kiss to soft skin.
Thank you.
Why are you thanking me again?
Because I wanted to do this and you re letting me. Frankie
kissed Jay s neck again, inhaling his scent and smiling happily. It felt
like they d made progress, that maybe the rogue was starting to trust
him, even just a little. He licked slowly, bathing Jay s neck thoroughly
with his tongue, listening to the rogue s breathing slow into sleep.
He held him for as long as he could risk staying, just holding him,
kissing and stroking soft skin, full of regret from the knowledge that
he had to leave again. Finally, he eased back and got up, dressing
quietly. He knew by now that nothing he did woke Jay after he fell
asleep, but he still tried to be quiet.
Carefully, Frankie leaned over the edge of the bed and pulled a
blanket over Jay s naked body. He bent further to kiss a smooth
cheek, stroking a stray lock of hair from his forehead with a sigh.
I love you, Jay, he whispered, pressing his nose into the rogue s
neck for one last breath of sweet skin.
Mmm, Jay mumbled, turning over and clamping one delicately
boned hand in his shirt. Frankie.
Freezing, Frankie held his breath, wondering if maybe this time he
had actually woken the rogue. But his eyes were still closed and his
breathing was still even.
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Easy, Jay, he whispered, gently levering his fingers from his
shirt and kissing them. Sleep, my love, I ll be back tomorrow. He
kissed his lover s forehead again and backed up to the door. Leaving
got harder every day, but after what had happened between them that
evening, he felt like leaving would rip his heart out. As he reached the
door, he heard movement behind him, and he looked back.
Blue eyes blinked sleepily at him. Frankie, stay.
Frankie s breath caught in his chest, and his eyes stung as he
shook his head. Jay s expression hardened as he seemed to wake up
more.
Fine, he snapped.
No, Jay, it s not fine. Frankie sighed.
Whatever.
Damn it, Jay, Frankie snapped. You really think I want to
leave?
The rogue looked surprised, and he stared at him, eyes widening.
Don t you? he whispered.
No, I don t want to. But I m sneaking out as it is. The longer I
stay, the more likely it is that I ll get caught. If I stayed the night,
they d come looking for me. Do you want that?
Jay swallowed hard, a hint of fear entering his eyes. No.
Neither do I, okay? I need you safe.
Need? Jay frowned at him in confusion. Frankie breathed out
heavily and walked back over to the bed, sitting down and taking
Jay s hand.
Haven t you wondered why we re so drawn to each other? Why
we can barely keep from touching each other, especially when you re
feeding?
Yes, of course I have, Jay said with a roll of his eyes. I never
stop thinking about it, about you.
I don t just want you, Jay. I need you, Frankie whispered.
How can you possibly need me?
The same way you need me, Frankie said.
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Jay pulled his hand back. I don t need anyone.
Okay, fine, I ll just go, shall I? Frankie snapped, standing
abruptly and stalking away again.
Nobody needs me, Jay whispered before he could leave. The
pain in Jay s tone, that Frankie could actually feel deep inside his
heart, stopped him. He breathed in deeply, squaring his shoulders
against the pain and his own fear of being hurt before he turned and
walked back to the bed. He stripped off his clothes with each step
until he climbed back onto the mattress, naked and hard.
Jay scrambled back, the blanket falling off him as he knelt up.
Frankie leaned forward and took Jay s hands, dragging him closer. He
put one of Jay s hands on his chest and wrapped the other round his
cock.
I need you, Frankie said. In here. He tapped the hand on his
chest. And down here. He clasped the fingers round his dick,
squeezing them tighter with a soft groan. And with every other part
of me.
The rogue was staring at him, wide-eyed and slack-jawed, breath
dragging harshly in and out of his lungs. Then suddenly, he moved,
sliding his hand from Frankie s chest to the back of his neck, pulling
him into a hard, desperate kiss as his hand moved slowly along the
length of Frankie s shaft.
Frankie moaned into Jay s mouth, rocking his cock through the
tunnel of his fist. It felt good and right, and he wanted so much more,
wanted to give, wanted to take. He wanted Jay to know he was
trusted.
He cupped Jay s cheek and kissed him back, dotting his mouth
with a soft kisses, panting for breath, and rocking his hips. He was so
close, but he didn t want to come yet.
I need you, he murmured. I want you.
Frankie, I& fuck, I
You don t have to say anything, Frankie said, kissing him again.
If you want me, you can have me.
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Oh God, Jay whimpered. Jay squeezed his hand tighter and
twisted his stroke as he bit down on his lip, letting the blood drip into
Frankie s mouth.
The taste filled Frankie and took over his senses. He jerked up,
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